I close my eyes and hope for peace. Day dreaming of fake angels to save me. Ready the mind and body for the day, give into the exhaustion of the soul and stop. Multitudes of medications to fix the brain that stays sick no matter the physical exercise. Prepare the body and mind for the night, slip into a restless sleep, waking every hour. Psychological thrillers in my dreams taking away the peacefulness of sleep. Wake to alarms screaming through the room move to coffee and begin again.