I almost got into a car crash the other day. This car swerved in front of me and then braked. I had to slam on my brakes, going from 60 to 10 mph in a few seconds. I could hear the screech, and smell the tires. I could see the car a few feet away from the front of mine.
My natural reaction was to get away. I got into a different lane. Because I didn't want to be near the crazy driver. It was a natural, normal reaction. I didn't hate the driver, I was just trying to save myself.
You're angry at me for not being your friend anymore. But it's not because I hate you. It's because I'm trying to survive. It's a natural reaction to avoid things that hurt you. I'm sorry for not being your friend anymore. But I have to survive.