you are going to build your walls so high and one day you will meet someone who you'll let tear your walls down and then one day they will wake up and change their mind and it will feel like the ground is going to break underneath you with each step you take and you'll not want to wash your clothes or sheets ever again with the fear that you're washing them out. and you'll feel like you're going to die. but the sun will shine again one day and your walls will build themselves back up. you will be okay.