The things I would do for a knife in my palms, slicing and slitting away Hoping for blood and hitting the vein that keeps all the demons at bay How I miss the feeling of thoughts never to be found Heart in my head, pounding away, the beautiful, thundering sound Ages its been since I felt the sting followed by a pause Like a thousand daggers ripping away the hurt that you have caused A smile slithers over, seeing the crimson stained upon soft skin In the end, you understand that you can't ever win