Are you raising plants from the ground Are you coaxing foxes from their dens Are you waiting for the sun to be confident again (for it to stop hiding because it thinks the moon shines brighter and it is ashamed) I need time alone Need time to sift my thoughts through my spaghetti strainer brain You took a ****-whacker to my youth, too And somehow I survived So I will be still And close up like a flower When the darkness comes.