An ending is usually sad.
The fact that something shall
no longer exist is just very sad.

But, when our loud three year
friendship ended quietly like it
was smothered with a pillow.

I was sad yes, but I was also relieved.
No more worrying no more heartache
from you.

I love you I always will
I will respect you if you need a pencil
I will not hesitate

and if heaven forbid
you need someone to talk you down from
the ledge then I'll be there.

But if you need someone to sit
with at lunch do not look for me,
look for your other friends.

There is a hole where you used to be
that doesn't need to be filled.
I'm content with who I have.

I may miss you but that doesn't mean
I want you here. Good luck to you
and I hope you had as much fun as I did