my mind is always filled up with clutter like butterfly wings, my thoughts flutter back and forth they go from this to that and back overthinking leads to constant anxiety attacks every minute, sound, every little noise distracts me, breaks down my temporary poise no detail ever escapes my acute notice making it nearly impossible to focus I cannot simply think of just one thing for there are far too many connecting strings that tie me to brand new topics that start rolling as I keep the old thoughts still ongoing sometimes I almost enjoy it other times it makes me have a fit but oh well, it's just me and my brain until I'm kicked out by a migraine
so what? my head's a little bit scattered but is that really always what matters?