I can feel you in my body And I can't tell if it's just worry But I, know that if I could hold your hands in mine I'll love you for all time, I'd love you cause you're mine I can feel you in my stomach I'm sick to death cause of how much this hurts And I, know that I have to give you up But I'll keep you on my mind, I'd keep you in my mind This may just be me being crazy And trying to keep a piece of him You may not even exist beyond my dreams But I can feel you weighing underneath my skin I hope to god when I'm older I can spread a part of myself to the world But it just isn't my time now I hope you understand that there's just too much **** to hold.