He tells me to be patient you see but I'm lacking in that subject field
I'm just a girl with so much time and effort I hand out like its nothing
Hope floats at this point
While his lips hide behind his luminous joint
Like a plague you caught a hold of me and as my death wish I'd never let you go
You're friendship has all the time to grow
I hate knowing the thing that makes you unhappy are your own thoughts
With such a beautiful mind and a blackened heart
You haven't lost the race you just forgot how to start
I hope you find the happiness you've been pretending to have
I use to hope that happiness could be me
I hope one day you choose to live rather than to die
Because just like that you'd be gone in a blink of an eye
You're my favorite hello and my hardest goodbye, but if you ever choose to go id write your eulogy but I can't promise I won't cry
I'd mention you have the type of eyes you could look at for hours and still hear every last bit of a conversation
I'd mention your smile that's strangely contagious even more so your laugh
I'd mention how you'd always say focus up lets go as your hand moves to every word you say
I'd share how lucky a girl like me was to like a guy like you learning to like someone from the inside out, and how you're the first person I want to tell everything first to without a doubt
You've been some type of blessing and some type of curse, I hope one day it's not late enough; you figure out what you're worth

:)