I am here, I am waiting for you or am I?
I do not know
Am I silently pushing you away or am I welcoming you back?
How can I tell when I feel so helpless
They say you will never let go of me
They say you are there
But then why do I feel so alone
I am waiting for you to pick me up or am I?
Do I not know my own heart, this heart that is yearning for you or is it?
I fall to my knees
I cry to you with the sounds of desperation in my whispers
Tears running down my cheeks letting me know that the only way is down
There is no one there to catch them
You are my first and last hope
I reach my hands out for you to take!
Please just,

Take them.....