Two linked sugars make up a disaccharide. And that's what we are. Simple, plain table sugar, dully passed back and forth to sweeten our taste. Sometimes I'll accidentally switch the shakers for breakfast, hand
you the salt, and you hand me a spice so harsh that my tongue curls at the unexpected switch. I do not prefer the boring, plain predictable exchange of taste I followed for so many years back.
So I turn my back to you, hold up my hand as a shield of what you would say next. "Have you lost your taste," you say, anger overshadowing your faded love, "that I've grown plain to you?" I knew then to make the switch
into freedom from the same scene replayed. I get up and turn the light switch off and leave you in the dark. "When you get back from work," I say to the plain dining room, "you will find this ring off my hand." I can barely see your eyes glowing in the only source of morning light. "That's absurd," you exclaim. "All because of how I want my cereal to taste?"
I shake my head. "It's not the physical taste. It's the taste of you that makes me want to switch out of this marriage. You aren't giving me what I want, and that is my reason to back out of this. You offered your hand to hold mine, to support me, but it's all so plain."
I continue, "And isn't it plain to see that my taste in relationships lack passion? I give out my hand to anything that flicks the switch of love. You give me the nudge to turn it back off." With that
I exit the house and try to restore my taste the way I had it back to my actual preferences. I switch from the plain safety and run with the risk that I never had at hand.
this is a sestina and I realize that I freaking hate sestina. I hate repeating words so many times