My body shakes all over as if I am lost in the snow at midnight. But it is not cold that shakes my body this violently but it is my heart! Oh my heart! Oh my heart! Why do you do this to me? Why do you let me give you away so freely? But hurt so when you are giving back! Why do I trust you in the hands of others when this world is such a wicked place! Oh I weep over this pain. My eyes swell up for I may not have to see this wicked world again. Will I put you out to find carefully and lovingly hands as mine but to be distended to be disappointed. You may grow cold by that time I find them. That is a long time to be out with no warmth around you. Will you hurt like this til I keep you all to myself? Oh my heart! Oh my heart! Why do you hurt so!?