To love someone is not as simple as it seems. Once you discover the meaning to love, it becomes a chronic drug. Love is not just one feeling, but an array of emotions strung together.
I'm worried I have deactivated my emotions, My subconscious has forced my body numb and my mind astray. I can't seem to think clearly It's like I've forgotten already. But how? Its way too soon to have forgotten. I ask myself "this is big, how can you forgive?" My answer: Simple, I'm addicted. They ask me "what's wrong with you? How can you go back to him?" My answer: I can't explain.
Psychotic. How can I love someone who has done nothing but hurt me over and over? How can there ever be trust? How will we get through this? I ask myself several questions everyday. Still have no answers. Except, He's my drug. And I'm in love.