I've cried as much as my eyes will let me I don't think there's anything left in my ducts to pour out but my heart still hurts just the same I cried because I am frustrated I am sick of this situation were always in I cried because I don't know how we're going to do it even though I know we will I guess I cried because it's going to be so hardΒ Β I cried because I don't believe in myself the way I act like I do I am so scared all the time I don't know what I'm doing and I am scared of being in pain I cried because my life is going to change in ways I hadn't even considered yet the days we had are gone and I miss them already I cried because life is scary and I haven't felt this alone in so long I cried because I feel bad for feeling this way it's not my babies fault I am feeling unprepared it is my own I just feel so alone and full of regrets tonight