Have you ever not wanted to love someone, but not know how to do so. Not loving someone would **** most, because to love someone and be loved means that you're truly living life.
What if I told you that not everything can be loved. I myself cannot be loved, loving me would be destruction to ones self. I am a ticking time bomb, I am so difficult, driving anyone near me crazy trying to figure me out.
No-one knows what I am capable of. I myself do not know what I am capable of, scaring the anyone who just wants to love me. So Please, if you are to love me just know that though I may not say it with words, or even actions. That i do indeed love you, that somewhere along the line I was hurt. Know I am trying to let you in, that giving up on me would only prove that I am unloveable.