I wish letting you go was easy,
But for now that's like the most hardest thing for me,
I wish I could ignore you at times,
But that seems impossible for me to do,
I wish I could know what all you thought,
So that I could spare some of my time with you,
For today to be mine worse day with you,
From screaming to crying, I had done it all,
For me to spend the afternoon was a big deal,
For me to not think about what happened was hurting,
For me to forget what had happened was not so easy.
This time I'm shaken from inside,
I ain't as strong as I look from outside.
I'm weaker than you could think about me.
I act like your words don't hurt,
But the heart knows very single silence is like a scar on this heart.
For you, you may see only the side which is strong,
The side in which I laugh like I don't care.
The side in which I smile.
The side in which I'm a bit emotional.
The side in which I say silly things.
The side in which I make mistakes.
But the other side is completely different,
This side has fears,
It is weaker,
It cries every time it is hurt,
It has pain,
It has seen worse.
But this is me, which shows you something which you are happy to see.