God , are you really there? My brother just kissed me on the lips God , are you really there? My grandpa just touched me and on my hips God , can you hear me? Grandma just screamed at me all night long God , can you hear this? Mama made my life a beautiful song God , can you still see me? 'Cause all that you did was stare God , can't you see? or you just don't care God , where are your hands? Why aren't you leading me the way? God , I can't stand Hold me , just for today God , Are you ignoring me? I'm screaming out your name God , are you really there? Please tell me i'm going insane