I'm sad, and angry, and bitter, and very much alone. I don't trust the words you speak from those plump luscious lips of poison. Of course, I'd kiss you in a heartbeat. Then I'd flee. I don't commit to you. Her. Him. Them. Life. **It's easier being free.
That's probably why I feel so alone. I can't be happy ALL the time. But you make me feel more alone than you realise. I'm so sorry.