You know where the ground is, ‘cause you’ve been there one too many times; lying on your stomach, face down, to avoid “pulling a Bonzo”, or just standing on your side, all curled up, in a fetal, counter-plunge position, like in that movie.. the one that you loved and watched over and over again, only for the mirror scene.
I think I know what the frustrating part is for you: you can always see the sky, but getting there doesn’t seem to be right up your alley.. even though you live near the airport.
And this destroys you. That cracked up pain that climbs up your leg every night, before bed down. You know what this is! However, you have no power over it. You had a very long dilly-dally day and now all you can do is hope that you won’t wake up on the floor again and maybe, just maybe, if you plan it well enough in your mind, you’ll wake up on cloud 7, with that big idea and with the means to ******* accomplish something.