You're stuck in every corner of my mind. Even here, in this car in the middle of the day, you sink into every crevice and corner of my thoughts. What do you want from me? Why are you doing this to me? Why do you want me to suffer so drastically at the mere thought of you? All I want is to be happy but I can't because your face haunts my brain and I smoke cigarette after cigarette trying to fill my head with anything but you but it doesn't help. Please just leave me be. I wish you never existed.
another poem to the boy that ripped my heart out of my ribcage