I am strung out, I am sun in chest I am august all over I am euphoric youth, I am too ****** up for this I am probably going too far I am falling for her touch, I am taking it as it comes I am loving every minute - *I am 30 hours in I am clawing at eyes I am kicking the habit I am counting seconds I am gnawing on cheek I am shaking in palms I am freezing in july I am hating myself I am trying to find god again