I knew what you showed me was real
That you didn't fake all those sweet gestures
Maybe I acquired the wrong idea
That all those meant something else
Something that may be more than friendship

What you made me feel was surreal
You made me feel like I was exceptional and loved
And I would never forget any of that
Even if it hurts

When I fell, I came crashing down
Expecting you to catch me
Even if I knew that you wouldn't
Because you were the one who pushed me off .~

**-R.B.H