I fell numb again today..when I lost myself in the ripples of the ocean color blue.. in your eyes. As I watched the nervousness.. masked in confidence.. in the furrow of your brow... cascade across your strikingly handsome face. My heart beat against my chest, swollen from joy and lust..as I fell for the beauty of your soul. Love. We sat on the earth and soaked up the hues of red that began to saturate the evening sky. I inhaled your scent again..hoping that it would flood my lungs, with even more desire than the night prior...not knowing if that was even rational. Wrapping my legs around your waist..drawing you close as I craved the broadness of your perfectly muscular, strong back pressed into me. Studying the lines of skillful art that shaped you.. I felt that familiar pull of desire inside of my abdomen..the sting of hunger, lust and passion ignited at my core.. Love. The way you looked at me that morning.. When your gentle eyes welled with tears.. Our hearts began to beat at the same pace..connected..melding and melting in unison as you ****** your **** manliness as deeply as possible between my thighs. Passion. The yearning that swallows my thoughts throughout the days... Imagination spinning..dreaming of your indescribably flawless body..walking toward me..enrapturing every ounce of desire contained within my being.. Owning me. Hope. Igniting the belief to dream..once again. Of the smell of fall..the memories to be created.. your stoic gorgeous body..that cradles your beautifully fabricated heart..in the center of a fantasy, that is slowly unraveling into the reality in front of my very eyes. You melt me. Love. To Love again is truly divine. To have the chance to love you..is surreal.