I am so sad, and so lost. And nobody cares. I have friends who manipulate my situation and try every single way to convince me to believe what they think is right. I have a guilty conscience and a thirst for consistency in something- anything. I am a newspaper that someone accidentally spilled their morning coffee on. I am the overgrown pit stop on the side of a highway with a luxurious view. Except you parked the car but never got out. You just cried.