And here you see the forlorn man facing backwards along his span of years critiquing each time of neglect confronting past decisions with a sneer lamenting the decades of regret should have been more could have been better held on too tight with grasping claw let go that which he ignored mistakes strangling forward thought so trapped and caught at last before the end already stopped endlessly cycling through the past standing stationary on the road of life face down in mud on the verge screaming at others, not this way! ignored perhaps pitied if thought of at all even in his own mind for he is forlorn.