I wish you the greatest love you could ever possibly experience. I wish for you and your lover to be together for years and years to come. I wish for you to grow an unbreakable god-like trust with your Lover. I wish your lover to tell you the most perfect and wonderful things. I wish your body, heart and soul to be 'wooed' by your lover day and night. I wish for you to witness the most indescribably joys with your lover. I wish for you to experience a passion you have never understood until your lover hath shown it to you. I wish for you to be shown something so great and beautiful and rare to make you truly believe nothing could ever go wrong with your lover. I wish everlasting happiness with just and ONLY your partner alone.
All so that one day... your Lover may look upon your eyes... and say these words without a single flinch or blink in their eyes... "it's over. I don't feel the same way anymore" as though it was all a game and that it's time to come back to reality. "I'm sorry" as if the words might put a bandaid on the open chest wound they made upon slowly ripping out your only reason to feel alive... To feel used... weak... as though your not enough to love.. and you never were.. bleeding and coughing and choking on the floor... begging for some form of mercy... only to have your agonizing screams echo into nothingness.. realizing... your alone.. you always were.. and you always will be... not because you are doomed.. but because you do not wish to every feel such a pain like this ever again.. that is if you are able to survive.. "You'll be fine others will say" selfish and cruel and unaware of the burning inferno in your chest and throat... and all you want is to be held.. and rocked and cradled like a child.. vulnerable.. terrified.. I do not usually wish this upon anyone, even my enemy's but those who think... 'it will be fine'... what do you know of pain? true, emotional, mental and physical pain of a true heartbreak... there is no pain in the universe like it... 'Death' seeming like an easy, quick medication only to end you pain and infect others...