I am going through more than you know And when you call me a *** it hurts me more then you think It makes me want to give up to give in makes me want to let death win maybe he should just swallow me whole because this life im living Is just creating a whole deep inside of me I just want to be free
Your words are like a sword cutting deep inside of me ripping through my flesh like a disease what am I supposed to do when you say these words to me? I just want to be free free from you free from this world and free from me.
I'm so close to giving up it's not even funny. It never was funny. I'm so close to carving this blade into my wrist and saying goodbye.