He lights up my head
with curse and demon
he makes me say things
we both know I don't mean
I'll shout "I hate you"
I'll scream "I'm leaving you"
The he does that silly smile
hugs me and put both hands
on my cheeks
blows away my anger
with one whisper to my mouth
saying "I love you" on them
and he'll continue
until we taste pink
out of the red lipstick
he ruins