I will disappear
I will feel fear
I will lose control
I will let things go
I will smile everyday
I will cry in my own way
I will sink like a stone
I will ignore the phone
I will call myself a coward
I will never give myself an award
I will forget how to speak
I will see the ceiling leak
I will take comments to personally
I will whisper my responses silently
I will not know what it's like to be golden
I will not know what it's like to be chosen
I will remember every moment I spent
I will dream of the one present
I will win many battles that open up doors
I will fight more unnecessary wars
I will find myself one day, I was told
I will look back on life fondly when I'm old
I will be happy on most days
I will be sad always
I will just say one more thing
I will remember how to sing