Tears are streaming down my cheeks as I stand before your grave. Your dead body lays deep under the cold ground, wet from the ever pouring rain. I came here to say my last goodbye and whisper to the wind, or the trees, that I have to go. I cannot bear this any longer, living in this world without you living in it with me. For everything seems dull and gray, nothing more can interest or amuse me. Everything hurts, even breathing, a primary function, this pain is just to much. Cause living without you is like breathing underwater, and I can't do it. I am sorry love, I am about to sin, and never see you again. You are in heaven above, and I will burn in hell. For what I am about to do to myself. Goodbye my love, goodbye cruel world. I welcome you death. Farewell Annabel. My one true love. I miss you so much.