Have you ever been broken Have you ever been beaten Have you ever sat smoking Looking for a reason Why am I always on the other side Looking in I see true happiness And this glass Attached In between myself and my dream I see it I hear it I feel it slipping through my fingers Is there someone Is there anyone Who can pull me to the surface My pain will always linger Is there anyone Is there someone Who will caress my face I've completely lost the thing That brings That drive to write a sing Still I try Wishing I could just die But I just hide Who I am inside With a guard built up outside My life just a lie I'm completely broken And why! I've never hurt anyone on purpose I do my best to see the good in others Even without a purpose I'm feeling as if I'm smothered What I write here is all truth Its what is me Out there in the air To the people reading this Do any of you even care?
(c) Steven Forrester- From Diary of an Ominous Mind