but you're not. the same **** words again i don't know how i could take it for so long you said you'd be there by my side and yet you're not; you said i could cry on your jacket when i needed to but you're not here you're not here when i need you a child, abandoned in a cardboard box- look where you've put me without knowing that you're the the only thing that can dry my tears and make me feel comfortable i thought you'd actually be there i guess i was just too dumb to believe that you'd leave- and too worn out to think you'd come back.