at one moment you are lying on that heated floor with a person you feel your affections grow next moment, a figure from far appears and you have become seemingly disposable
you are not owed an explanation at why the plans have suddenly changed new love, fresh air and reinvigorated spirit seemingly do not extinguish an old flame
perhaps, in fact, it has fanned it to grow and while the smoke and falling walls crumble from a house of love that was not even yet plastered its another painful blow and an even more hurtful tumble