Sticking my head out the window I feel the racing wind pass through my hair like wild horses. I feel infinite and unstoppable For the first time in a million years I can smile and truly mean it. I am not forcing adventures but I'm letting them flow. A natural high. I'm here, present like the Earth is present within the larger universe, I know I matter. And as my brothers laugh with me, I never realized how good it felt to laugh. I've been missing out on my happiness. I haven't been loving myself but now I embrace myself with open arms and with an aura around me that is contagious.