i dont know where my life is going,
i dont know where i am going,
but i know where i am...
but i dont like being here...
i want to go somewhere...
somewhere far away from here..
i find myself stuck here,
i think to find way out of here.
i think, think and keep thinking,
but what shall i do rather thinking.
i try to work hard...
i even fail to try hard...
i feel so weak,
i feel a gap,
i am missing something,
is that i need something?
if that something is someone,
then is she that someone?
then why i lied to her,
not once, many times.
why i said no to her,
not once, twice twice,
Not to one,
to the two.
Because i really didnt knew,
that what i wanted, needed?
But thought  she dint needed me,
she deserved the better!!!
i wanted to be that better...
not for her,for me...
for those who love me...
i want everyone to love me...
i want to be a big man,
a healthy wealthy rich man...
a hero, a love of all.
but dont know what to do...
to be free n move out of here...
i am stuck somewhere,
i wanna be out of here.
How to go, go out of here,
to that dreamworld,
where i want to be...
but i somehow feel that
i am not good at anything,
like i am not good at poetry.