I don't even want to get out of bed, Let alone go anywhere and spend time with my "friends" It's not like i even have any, that is. I had one person i could talk to throughout the day, but i went and messed that up so now I'm left on my own. Being alone is never good for me, it either leads to one of two things. Neither are good for me, one is just less deadly. I've been doing some thinking and i've realized some things. You were the only good thing left inside of me. Now that you're gone i have no reason to try, i'll just let the voices come back into my life. There's no reason to fight them off anymore. Because honestly, who would even notice if was gone?