I just want to know there's another chance. There are always other chances out there. Millions, in fact. Not with others, but with them. We both know that's unlikely. But there's a possibility? There's always a possibility, but they'll probably find another before giving you another shot. What if they don't find somebody else? Then you might. What if I don't either? Then, based on how you both think and behave, they'll be content and you'll be self-defeated. How could they content all alone? They are their own person; they're fine with themselves. You, however, are not. Should I be? *At least consider it.
I'm just experimenting. If people seem to like it I'll continue and post subsequent parts.