you make me so unbelievably happy that flowers have started growing everywhere; in the vase you left on my windowsill, in the pillowcase you used last time you slept here, and in my body, my heart, my lungs. the air is cleaner, the sky clearer, i can breathe again. every so often, i cut a daisy from around my throat and put it in my hair. i use them as a reminder of what you mean to me. the oxygen in my lungs mixing with the soil and stems and leaves and petals. i use them to make me feel alive.