You beg me to reply But I can't see the keyboard Through my tears: They have blurred my vision. A puddle forms at my desk; A multitude of guilt and sadness Flowing endlessly from my pained eyes. I wish I had the ability to disguise Myself like others And pretend that I'm okay- Smile like I'm fine and Shrug the pain away. But I do not have the strength For you have broken me. So, for now you'll have to be patient- Maybe forget about me?