I think it's ridiculous that after four weeks of no communication you're still the first thing on my mind when I wake up and the only thing I can think about when I try to go to sleep.
I can't help be rehash old wounds, morning and night.
I just have so many questions.
There were so many things you left unanswered.
So many lies, that you claimed to be true.

I knew it was over before it even began, but that doesn't help me sleep.

Maybe things always end badly for me, because that's all I expect.
I didn't expect a happy ending.
I did't expect that you would actually be honest with me.
I didn't expect to grow so attached.
I didn't expect to be so hurt.

None of this was part of the plan.

I don't want you back, and I couldn't let you back in even if I wanted to.

I just want answers.

Was it easy to walk away?
Was I easy to fool?
Did you get what you came for?
Did you mean any of what you said?
When did I stop making you smile?
What changed?
Was any of it real?
Do you think about me?
Did I mean anything at all?

I just want answers.