It's the scent of sunscreen and Argan oil in your hair and the softness of a pillow beneath your head. The dilation of your brown eyes staring up into the white stucco. Remembering the old days as they were. When the sand of our bodies told the difference in time, chasing us towards the edge of the water. "I miss the tall grass," you said pulling a reed up from the earth. "I miss looking down into the water and seeing both our feet," but as clear as it was then where little fish and turtles swam the future was never coherent as we thought. Because the grains that fell from our skin represented more than us. It was life slipping from our hands When we were young and tanned. It's what we do when looking for it 'Time can tell a lot of things,' I whisper Realizing, what I've lost.