Across these empty halls..
My forgotten heart,
screaming.
Inside these cursed walls..
Your name echoes,
decaying.
Under this blazing sun,
My lonely hate,
is burning.
A war raged between us,
engorged in distrust.
Our little piece of heaven
quickly turned to dust.
That fateful moment,
so long overdue,
stolen.
With lies spoken,
I became frozen,
broken.
They eat away at me like a parasite.
I know they still remain inside of me.
(Manifesting)
Destroying my identity,
Like an malevolent entity.
It eclipses me physically,
I've lost all tranquility.
(Confining)
Anxiety never going away.
In fear, forever thinking.
Closed doors to empty rooms,
memories are what remains.
(Dissolving)
What is wrong with me?
Why do I revel in suffering?
I try to push the crushing pain away,
but it returns at the end of the day.
(I just want to escape myself)
Nothing's changing.
My hope, sinking.
My story, erasing.
My love, paling.
(I feel I'm fading away..)
My misery unfolding,
the sickness, growing,
the wound, festering,
my strength, collapsing.
It's time to erase the last of me.
Left alone, stranded deep within,
in the mirror, a happier twin.
It's time to face the wrath of me.
(Confronting)
Feeling like being in stasis.
Maybe in a full metamorphosis.
Don't let me go of me.
until I escape myself.