last night I walked out & about. three in the morning to see a thin girl on a 3rd story balcony, just gazing out. she was attractive; her first mistake. and sobbing. and she had smeared eyeliner down her face, staining her tee. she didn't mind the rain, or the wind, or the solitude. and for sometime after I wondered "why?" so later I'd realize really, "why not?" I'm walking in the rain at three AM.