Why does it hurt so much?
If I knew this was going to happen..
I knew sooner or later you'd let me go,
I guess I just never wanted to believe it.
I never wanted to live a life, where you're not mine.
But this entire time,
You've led me to believe that you actually loved me,
That you actually cared...
When this whole time is was a lie..
Where did I ever go wrong?
I gave you my all, and my all was all I had.
But still, it wasn't good enough for you.
I know, that not even in a million years, would I be good enough for you.
But we both know, I was the best you've ever had.
No one, could ever love you as much as I do.
But you've gone and thrown that all away.
Yes, I hate living a physical life without you..
But I will do anything and everything,
To be with you someday,
To hold your hand, and kiss your lips..
To make sure you know that you are not alone,
And that you have someone who loves you,
More than words could ever express.
I just wish you'd give me another chance to prove that to you.
But I'm tired of crying myself to sleep over you,
I'm tired of shutting myself down, and pushing everyone away because of you.
I'm tired of constantly hurting because of you.
But there's nothing I can do to stop loving you..
And I'm so terribly sorry..
I'd hate to be loved by someone like me too..
But just know, I'll always love you more than anything in this world..
And you'll forever have my heart.