i spent all of my time trying to figure out how to word him into a poem i wanted to tell everyone how he smiled with his beautiful teeth, or how when he laughed it made me the happiest. i wanted to write about the way he said my name, and how it just rolled off his tongue i wanted to tell the world about the boy that i loved so much, i wanted to write a poem of him but i realized that i couldn't write him because he was already written, and he was the poem that i'd always wanted