I'm so hard to relate to

    My mind

           just

               wanders




                                away

And I have no way
            To articulate
The words I'd like to say

When I attempt to phrase them
They fly away
           Through the wind
Riding alongside the sound of today

I live so deeply into my head
             I can no longer find my way
I need a light to come into my world
             To turn my endless night
Back into the day
           The inside of my heart
Is dead and decayed

But I have gotten used to living this way
           And change is too scary
Why can't things just stay?

         I want the days back
   The laughs
The smiles
    The crazy trials
The hurt
      The pain
The sun
    The rain
The day we met
       The night you left
I want it all to stay
      Repeating on play
Until on this earth
           I live my last day