You can't be by yourself, you can't be left alone. But know that you're fine. You're beautiful ******* body is fine. And in time you'll feel the infinity again. Hopefully with me. I always tend to dream about you. We go to concerts. We learn how to breathe to feel something greater than we are. We study each other's bodies. You could call it fantasies but it's just a daily though process. I honestly don't know how to talk to you anymore. I see you suffer and I want to hold your hands. To guide you. You tell me it's not worth it. I just want you to overcome the pain. I'll just let go.