Have i done something wrong? Why is there an ache in my heart? Why does it feel that my is falling apart? Why is it that i cant breathe enough? Why does life seem to hang from up above?
I guess i did something wrong, or else it wouldn't have turned out this way. The person i cared for so much about, couldn't have just shut me away.
But i wonder sometimes, is it she to be blamed? Wasn't it the right thing to do? Wasn't i wrong to ask for something which wasn't mine? Wasn't she right when she said, stop! i can't stay up-till 9. Wasn't i mistaken to think that our lives were intertwined. Wasn't i really pushing the envelope all the while.
I need to let her go now as she belongs to someone else. I can't do this to her, can't tear her apart, She is a little special, just like a lemon ****. It has to be goodbye now, need to clean up my deeds. Because i am getting addicted to her, and she is becoming my ****.