Head spinning
Heart pounding
What is this feeling?

I want to reach into my chest and rip my heart out.

No more pain.
No more hurt.
No more suffering.

The abuse would slip away.

The scars wouldn't sting anymore.

My heart won't pound with pain.

Everything will be quite.
Everything will be still.

Nothing will hurt.
It will all be alright.

Heart pounding.
Head spinning.
What is this feeling?