For Elijah Who saw me as just another teenage girl Whom he thought he could fix After he unknowingly broke me
For Luke Who was always too sweet to me And didn't tell me until a year and a half later That he only saw me as a sister
For Eric 1 Who shared his music with me And started dating M Before I could tell him
For Rusty Who stabbed me in the back With help from F When neither of them were aware that they were holding knives
For Eric 2 Who reminded me of Rusty And maybe that's the only reason But who respected me without hesitation
For Cam Who has a reputation of being nice Who is problematic at times And can't seem to leave my head
I've been trying to organize my thoughts on the last several guys I've had a thing for. These go from the summer before freshman year (Elijah) until the spring of junior year (Cam). The initials are the girls' last initials because I don't want to incriminate them. This is a work in progress because I will add more (possibly) as I admit to more crushes.